Lost Weight?

Did I wear a wrong pants today? I don't really care about what I wear usually when I go to work as long as it's a long pants and T-shirt's on. But the pair of jeans I wear today was seriously lose. I can drop it off by simply jumping around. And I don't have the habit to hang a belt on my waist. This uncomfortableness has directed me doing something stupid yet effective. By tying a Rafia rope on my waist as a belt. Ha... Ha...

Come to think about it, even if I'm wearing those old pairs of jeans given by my dad last time, I can fit myself in. But not today. Does this mean I've lost weight?

Happy~

Screw Me

It's a public holiday and I'm being a bad boy today.
My mom ask me to go help out my uncle which is my ex-boss but I turn up having Project-D with my fellow Brotherz.
Not being helpful at all for my ex-boss but I don't really care.
It's a holiday and I should spend my time for Me, Myself, & I.
Screw me~

Back home, I've planned to go out for a night tea with my friends.
I finish my dinner in a rush at my grandmother's house which is just next door to me.
While stepping out of her door, I've been shot by my grandma with her machine-gun with the assist of my aunt.
"You just came here and eat then go back everyday"
"You never really wanted to sit and chat with me"
"You rather spend your time at your mother side grandmother house than being here"
"You have hanged out whole day outside and still wanna go out later"
"I jealous"
"I 80 years old already still cook for you all, you should be thankful"
"I have became enemy with your uncle for cooking for you all"
"I am the one who raise you up all these while"
It's not that I'm not appreciate all the efforts that you-grandma have given in making such a big guy now. But is that necessary to say words in this time? Although you're old but can you stop being so conservative? Do I chat a lot with my mother side grandma? Did I ask you to became an enemy for my uncle? I'm 20 years old and do you still have to investigate wherever I go? whatever I do? whoever I'm being with? What are you jealousing about? And the way you speak those words was totally not sweet. I can do nothing but to wait until you finish all your words although it wasn't nice to hear. This world ain't about getting back how much for how much you have given. Don't challenge my endurance until I show you disrespect.
I really wish I can have more time to stay at home with you.
I really wish I can learn some cooking skill from you.
Unfortunenatly I only got 24 hours a day.
So please be understanding.
Screw me~

By escaping from my dad and grandma, I just went out and ride on a black Myvi which already waiting me outside and flee from all the troubles for a moment. Now it's makes me feel like wanna live somewhere outside and being independent for a moment. I don't feel happy with the way my elders speak to me at home.
Screw me~

On Leave

I took a leave today as I've received a reliable information by Ms.KokHuaHui about UTAR has started to accept registration. So, I've been asked to tag along to the PJ campus to register. Thanks for the motivation, if not I wouldn't have the initiative to go register myself this soon.

The adventure of the day starts from 8a.m as she came to pick me up. After a quick breakfast we went to get some document photocopied. I bring all the copies to the office of HighSchoolKlang to get certify while she went to settle some banking stuff of her at BankSimpananNasional. It gave me the feel that Pn.Dhana ain't really that willing to certify all the documents for me. I just got a quarter stack of all my documents done certified by her. She says she'll be having a class while reading newspaper. So do Ms.Lim who seems to be busy that time end up leaving the office together with Pn.Dhana. Or maybe myself just think too much. So I got no choice but to leave the rest 3 quarter of the documents to Pn.Ang but she don't have the proper stamp for certifying. She just gave her name stamp and signature and get the certifying stamp from Pn.Sariah. Some other teachers who happened to dropped by saying they'd rather get their documents certified by Pn.Ang although incomplete. Pn.Sariah asked me to get the stamp from her table and do the job myself. I sweat alot that time as I feels like I'm doing crime in the teacher's office. Have a few chat with the teachers who used to teached me and off I'm getting out from the school.

Back to HuaHui's Myvi, Ch'ngSoonTing is in the car. We went to settle the bank draft task at Maybank and back to BSN to get the unfinished business done. After that, we all straight down to UniversityMalaya PJ as the driver of the day would like to meet her cousin sister first. We made a big turn about in UM under my direction command, sorry. Still get to go where we should anyway after a few calls. As HuaHui's cousin tagged along, she bring us to the PJ campus of UTAR.

In UTAR, we submitted the registration forms but we've forgotten to attach along the envelopes needed, duh! The whole process took in about 40 minutes. Sending HuaHui's cousin back to UM then it's time to back to Klang. The driver received a call while on the way from BSN and need to settle something again and there goes, she visited BSN thrice a day. We went to KFC for lunch and went to buy something and we all off back to home. End of adventure of the day and I can't help sticking myself on the bed when I just reached home.

Today, I realised that myself are seriously lack of initiative, can't really speak to the public, and can't really lead. I let them take all the first steps and I just follow. Found myself hard to speak(in english) while facing situation such as talking to Pn.Dhana and the receptions on the counter. Benjamin you're weak!! You need to cast off!!

Drama Craze

The only thing I felt enjoyful about my work would be the time I spend on watching HongKong dramas during lunch hour. And recently, I'm so into this series - Moonlight Resonance a.k.a Heart of Greed 2. A series recommended by my 'aunty level' colleague - Janet.

I have watched untill episode 27 this afternoon. Watching this series made me don't feel like wanna watch any other drama for dramatic scene has given me such a big impact. I've even found this character chart.

My favorite part of this series would be those part starring by RaymondLam, LindaChung, & BoscoWong. The character played by RaymondLam was so much alike me(I'm not joking). Why I say so? Watch it and you'll know it. Suddenly, I hate KimGary...

GamWingHo(Raymond Lam):"Don't look back"

This part can be found in episode 26, he's so damn cool trying to save the situation. Will I get to say this to her? Haha...

Anyway, this is a very recommended drama I'd say. There's too much to talk about and I don't think I can split it all out here. Try boiling this series and we can crap alot about it. Wee~ :)

Doom of My FE-320

Having my FE-320 as a heavy duty device on the beach was a bad idea after all. The auto-focus device has lost it's function eversince that day back from TanjongSepat. Maybe it's caused by the hands with sand of those who holding it. I'm not the only one holding it that day. Not forgetting it has been exposed to the blazing sun whole day. So sorry for not taking care of my trusty FE-320 well. Benjamin the dumbass...

Today, I sent it back to the shop where I purchased it with the warranty card. But they have to send it back to their office to repair it before returning it back to me. And she say it'd take around a month for the process. Shit, I can do nothing else but wait then. Which means no photo posting for a month. Nooo...

Talking about things been screwed up, I've really screwed my store up. Even after a week I still can't get my stock match with the system. Have to squeeze my brain harder tomorrow to make it clear. I'll be dominating the whole office tomorrow for my supervisor will be on leave! Haha!

To my FE-320, I swear I'll love you more when you're back to me...

There Goes Another Month

I just hate it whenever end of month occurs eversince I start working. It would be like 100 times more busy than usual. The stock will never be enough to supply during that time. Last Saturday suppose to be a half day working shift, but I happen to stay back until 6.30p.m which turns the half day into a full day work as I can't get the work on hand finish on time. Until now, the work is still pending. If the stock goes wrong I'll be in big shit. I dislike this hanging feeling which unable to state whether am I safe or not.

Talking about last Saturday, it's Merdeka Eve. So where have I been that time by night? Celebrating at no where but Microsoft again with Jeffre & Jason. We've tried spinning around Bukit Tinggi but nothing interesting seems to happen. A meaningless Merdeka Eve.

31st of August 2008, I went for a family trip along with PohClub to a beach at TanjongSepat. My FE-320 is not with me now and I can't upload any pictures. It's difficult to describe the whole trip without pictures. I'll just skip this part and what I'd like to say is... "The sea water suck shit"

And now here comes September. The time flows by quick and I sure hope it'll roll on faster. 4 more months to go and I can breakaway from this stressful working enviroment. These days, I got something ridiculous running in my mind again. It really drives me nuts! And it made me did something stupid again...