tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-41538408949456508992024-03-14T12:59:19.266+08:00ベンジ様の物語It's all about BenjaminBenjaminhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03019496843751093612noreply@blogger.comBlogger206125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4153840894945650899.post-46539917183275881722012-09-12T23:12:00.001+08:002012-09-12T23:12:27.777+08:00New Chapter of Life<p>Finally, after 2 years plus of striving in college, I had completed the all the academic subjects. What’s left is just another 4 months of internship and 1 more DE subject which is ENG220. With the help of my lecturer Ms.Christina Wong, I manage to find a place to get my internship done. The place I currently working at is called Vibes Communication, and integrated communication firm that covers design, advertisement, events, and PR.</p> <p>My working place located at Bukit Damansara which is consider far from Klang. For economy wise, I received offer from my brother who lived in Mont Kiara to camp along at his apartment. So now, overall there are 4 people living in this apartment which is my bro, my sis-in-law, my sis-in-law’s brother(who apparently became my roommate now) and me. Living here gives me a feel like being apart from home and stay outside with roommates like how those local university students actually did. Something in life that I had missed out but somehow get to experience it in another way.</p> <p>Traveling from MK to BD is quite convenient here. I have my bro to fetch me go to work in the morning and will have my roommate to fetch me back to MK after work. Like a boss. Working life, frankly speaking, I haven’t come to like it yet. Long working hours yet got nothing significant to do. Perhaps the beginning is like this. But somehow, yesterday I had awaken my working enthusiasm because of 1 incident. My superior asked me to write a job brief with less guidance given, I did a very brief 1 for her and got turned down saying it’s still lack of this and that (in a good way la). So I went to correct my report according to what she said and email it to her. I received an essay long of feedback from her. “Don’t just do it for the sake of doing” “Keep it up!” These words somehow struck me. I thinking that time was, alright!! I’ll just give in more detail work and shut you up. </p> <p>“Orewa~ orewa~ supaa pilotto~!!!”</p> <p>Hence I went to do more researches, rephrase my report, and arrange the flow in a much proper way. Took me half a day to finish the report and submit!! It’s been a long since I produce such detailed work. In the end of the day I received feedback saying “Benjamin, the report is a lot more better, now we just have to wait for the client’s reply and implement the job”. Alright~ With such focused working enthusiasm, the clock was seems to tick faster. But today, there’s totally no job for me to do and all I did today is just flipping Female magazines. I saw Gempak but I don’t think it’s appropriate to read them during working hours.</p> <p>I guess that’s enough for this time on my return debut. Hope will have more time to update more here. Until next time then…</p> Benjaminhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03019496843751093612noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4153840894945650899.post-53144145675918147462011-12-16T12:43:00.001+08:002011-12-16T12:43:50.363+08:00Dropping by…<p>Even though it is a two months holiday for me, I still hardly find some time to spend with this blog of mine. I was tempted by too many entertainments around me and most of them are computer games. <strike>Dragon Nest, Pokemon Soul Silver Version, the usual weekly Project-D, and many more.</strike> The holiday weekdays for me were like … Work from 1p.m. till 11p.m. –> Online (<strike>Computer gaming</strike>) from 11p.m. till 4a.m. –> Hit my bed by 4a.m. until the next afternoon. Lifeless isn’t it?</p> <p>Luckily the weekend wasn’t as dull as the working routine I’m having. Just last Sunday, me and my gang of colleagues were joined as part of the organizer of the Klang area Kumon Advanced Student Honor Roll 2011 and it was a rather different experience than handling the students from different branches outside the centre. <img src="http://a6.sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-ash4/388239_10150427685413198_561248197_8451164_1401748846_n.jpg" width="405" height="273" /></p> <p>And yeah, I finally got the time to fool around with my Long-Isolated-Double-O. <img src="http://a1.sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc7/384694_10150427687618198_561248197_8451176_1555441445_n.jpg" width="412" height="281" /></p> <p>Christmas is coming soon enough, but it doesn’t apply any special meaning to me anyway. A celebration? I’m too old to tuck myself into the crowd who celebrates the countdown of Christmas at those celebration hotspots. Staying at Klang sounds more reasonable for me. Still, I have a wish to be granted before 2012 occurs – to get myself a much decent mobile phone. But of course I’m not telling this to Mr.Santa<strike>(like he really exist)</strike>, I intended to get one using my own capability with what I currently possessed. Some motivation to start a new year I guess.</p> <p>That’s all for this time, hope I’ll have the time to drop by again as soon as possible…</p> Benjaminhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03019496843751093612noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4153840894945650899.post-8311535934242188072011-10-09T11:49:00.003+08:002011-10-09T12:11:59.741+08:00To Heaven and HellI had been to heaven this morning, and went straight down to hell before afternoon. It doesn't seems that high quality product will be in my hand anyway. It is always owned by someone else before me. Bah~<div><br /><div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh2FFxQwrbY9WABrbFUoWQQeGToDQR0IvWCj5qVB2br09oTeNOnxPSQGX3WNlLCNHVbNmfmZpd9v6MqIgf2M9dzQk1N_QWSrfPbrMwOTClj4H2SUG2twdMvlDzCA8KR5E09Ei4isGK_iS8/s1600/380760-113624-vegeta_super.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh2FFxQwrbY9WABrbFUoWQQeGToDQR0IvWCj5qVB2br09oTeNOnxPSQGX3WNlLCNHVbNmfmZpd9v6MqIgf2M9dzQk1N_QWSrfPbrMwOTClj4H2SUG2twdMvlDzCA8KR5E09Ei4isGK_iS8/s320/380760-113624-vegeta_super.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5661340243391608546" style="cursor: pointer; width: 296px; height: 320px; " /></a></div></div>Benjaminhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03019496843751093612noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4153840894945650899.post-82006957852209151872011-09-04T04:25:00.002+08:002011-09-04T04:31:03.768+08:00Hence...I got myself a DSLR...
<br />And I named it... Double-O
<br />Full name, Canon EOS 1100D.<div>
<br /></div><div><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi0nEKITIdo-8UoEvdtVih-dgMoGkTgUhoBTUt4cA25WMpA43KjEtsdCkowbuVvv4al-2nemD67VEntXtPBZQnC3VXex1IT0621XK7-QE-jocbsB8EGRsGiqXAEVMP0UY39dxxogCBmk6o/s320/IMG_0010.JPG" style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 214px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5648233417576848034" /></div><div>
<br /></div><div>And it's freaking awesome~ XD</div>Benjaminhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03019496843751093612noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4153840894945650899.post-75464069794743717962011-08-31T03:13:00.002+08:002011-08-31T03:33:42.991+08:00Paying A Little Visit to My BlogIt has been a while since my last post here. Kind of have some a guilty feel toward my blog. <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">Haha</span>! But can't help it, the new college life style seriously beats me. So tiring and hectic and hardly have time to blog. Moreover, keeping myself update on <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">Facebook</span> is quite time consuming. <div>
<br /></div><div>Had one of the greatest breakthrough in my life during last semester, participated an act on a drama play on stage. Never expected that I could overcome the stage phobia. Previously I was intended to write the full process of the practices, rehearsals, and about the play. However, the enthusiasm had somehow lost. There are some videos that could describe the whole story though. I will upload them once I get a copy of those.</div><div>
<br /></div><div>I have something to consider deeply recently, to purchase a DSLR for my very own self! Budget is of course the first thing I have to consider about. Then comes to which model to choose. Canon EOS 1100D(many people using), Nikon D3000(hot stuff), or Olympus E-620(personal preference).</div><div>
<br /></div><div>Really hope I can come out with a fine plan where I can fulfill both my desire and need in the same time. Decision making...</div>Benjaminhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03019496843751093612noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4153840894945650899.post-13468059509969369572011-05-29T04:39:00.001+08:002011-05-29T04:39:39.642+08:00Imbalance<p>I had been tried to seek out the balance in the time spending with my friends and my family all the while. Can say almost every weekend I had my dinner with my friends instead of with my family. Meanwhile, in between friends, I have to make different balance when dealing with different group of friends with different interest. It gave me such an headache sometimes when the organizing goes wrong and everything were blamed on me. People speak words that they don’t actually mean it for joking purpose but it will somehow lay an impact to those they spoken to if the words were harsh to them. It’s not easy to be the middle man to balance things up however it always me who got involved. </p> <p>Back to the family part, I spent most of my time outside and during the time at home I’d just cling myself in front of the computer. I always got screwed by my dad that the home is just like a place for me to sleep only. Went for outings late at night, three to four p.m only come home. Simply because I can’t get a hold on my own time management. If I have my very own transport, I could easily make a balance on it. New semester started as well, I seriously need to refine my time management skill so that I could actually cope up with it since I see the new semester started in the new campus are rather much hectic than I had expected.</p> <p>Anyhow, the main issue that had bugging me regarding this topic is still the time spent management with my friends and family. Hanging out with friends are sure fun but since nobody is paying for my expensive, it is somehow like drilling a hole on my own wallet. However keeping myself at home for a long period would have kill me as well. Hence, hanging outside once in a while(<strike>but I’m doing it very often</strike>) is a must…</p> <p>Friends, and family… balancing…</p> Benjaminhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03019496843751093612noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4153840894945650899.post-83927788524315821652011-05-19T12:26:00.004+08:002011-05-19T12:37:53.452+08:00OfflineThe thunder storm plus heavy rain that had happened last Sunday evening actually killed my TM-net modem with a strike thunderbolt! Consequence, I will not be able to online for several days at home. The VIP pass in Dragon Nest(an online game I play) that valid for 3 days only which I plan to use on Tuesday gone wasted. The only place I can online and get myself updated on what is happening in the internet would be my college only. The new computer lab has finally in operation and I'm using it to make this post. The computer is super fast so does the line here. I wonder when will the students install Warcraft3 Frozen Throne here and making this computer lab a base for Dota purpose.<br /><br />Cheers~Benjaminhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03019496843751093612noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4153840894945650899.post-70519144654144261482011-05-11T12:46:00.001+08:002011-05-11T12:46:36.411+08:00HELP CAT New Campus<p>It is my second day here in the new campus. The feel isn’t bad although construction is still going on and the building is still incomplete yet. But I can see in the coming days this campus will be a great one with all the basic facilities equipped. It is better than I expected. Too bad I don’t have a camera to get some snapshots to show what I see here. Maybe next time, after I get myself a new camera.</p> <p>Until here this time, cheers…</p> Benjaminhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03019496843751093612noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4153840894945650899.post-46083811234574550852011-05-04T21:47:00.001+08:002011-05-04T21:47:34.975+08:00I Had Spent A Lot Lately<p>As the burden of assignments, presentations, and exams were lifted off, I can’t help myself to indulge myself in more outings with my friends although it hurts my wallet a lot. Those outings really made my day.</p> <p>Let’s talk about last Monday which is a replaced holiday for labour’s day. Jason Lee suggested to have a day out at places like Sunway or Damansara and he will be the driver of the day. But things changed and we happened to fetch Her Seng to work and obtained his Fagala(SagaFL) as our transport of the day(wonderful isn’t it?) as he will not be using it until the end of the week. We catch our lunch at Burger King but Juin Giap were not hungry. Our main objective was to watch Thor at GSC One Utama. Before the show starts, we went for another lunch session at Carl’s Junior because JG has reached his hungry state. Jeffre and his friends happened to join us for a short arcade session but as time were not enough, I still have four unused tokens in my wallet. I’m looking forward for the coming Friday night battle of Initial D Arcade Stage 6 AA with Jeffre.</p> <p><a href="http://lh6.ggpht.com/_uRq34xz0VNU/TcFY8hIWKOI/AAAAAAAABco/zCuIVewPRDw/s1600-h/initialDAA3.jpg"><img style="background-image: none; border-right-width: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; display: inline; border-top-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; padding-top: 0px" title="initialD(AA)" border="0" alt="initialD(AA)" src="http://lh3.ggpht.com/_uRq34xz0VNU/TcFY9RYs_OI/AAAAAAAABcs/ElxlobA-0yA/initialDAA_thumb1.jpg?imgmax=800" width="240" height="125" /></a></p> <p>The movie, Thor, was nice. Excellent graphic, another Marvel’s hero on the screen, splendid. You watch you will know, I got nothing to complaint about. We head back to Klang for dinner after that, and after the dinner, we did something that we have not been doing for a very long time – Project D! Miraculously, Boon Kiat and Sam joined us under the invitation of Eugene. I was pawned badly in the games of 3 vs 3, but that doesn’t matter, the true value is that we still can gather together for a gaming session which I thought could hardly be done recently as everyone has their own life to catch.</p> <p>Today is Wednesday, no work. A karaoke session has been organized by JG at Greenbox. Greenbox karaoke system has more J-pop selection comparing to Neway, hence I selected those songs familiar to me without hesitation. We had our crazy time there along with Trace Lim, BS the God, and Desmond Yong. We chill ourselves out at Starbucks with the 50% discounted Frappuccino after that. The sensation was great, it would be more fantastic if there were someone special to share with.With such offer, I don’t mind treating someone worthy, but I guess it won’t happen because the offer last until May 6, 2011 only.</p> <p>Consider all the activities I’ve done, you might be able to imagine how much I had spent in just two days. It’s not over yet, later will have another movie at MBO, Fast and Furious 5. Well, I shall treat this as a tiny reward for myself before the new semester starts.</p> Benjaminhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03019496843751093612noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4153840894945650899.post-17596249537483329842011-04-26T01:53:00.002+08:002011-04-26T01:57:19.638+08:00Dear Blog...<span class="Apple-style-span">How I</span> <span class="Apple-style-span">wish to</span> <span class="Apple-style-span">paint</span> <span class="Apple-style-span">you</span> <span class="Apple-style-span">with</span> <span class="Apple-style-span">colors</span><span class="Apple-style-span"> again~</span><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">Got no photos to upload or any particular story to tell~</span></div>Benjaminhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03019496843751093612noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4153840894945650899.post-1304844671923605292011-03-15T03:14:00.001+08:002011-03-15T03:14:48.585+08:00Re-ignition<p><font size="3">I thought I had set myself free from the stubborn mind set after the fruitless confession 2 months ago. Simply by indulging myself more spontaneously in my connection with girls and did not text the particular her anymore. However, one single text message by her which is totally unexpected could bind myself back to the thinking back then before I confess. </font></p> <p><font size="3">A message asking for car-pooling which is so common in a normal friendship but it is enough to set my heart in a burning status as I’m no longer living near by her. It may sound ridiculous to go all the way from SP to KU but it’s simply irresistible as I do wish she can be on the passenger seat once again. At last, I agree to fetch her without exposing my living location yet (as she still thinks that I lived in KU).</font></p> <p><font size="3">I reached her place in the expected time (using my dad’s P.Wira) and there she is, on the passenger seat once again. Fortunate enough that the incident I fear the most(which is the total silence in the whole journey) did not happen this time. I’m happy that we get to chat (like friends did) in the whole journey and from this point, I assumed that both of us has changed. Maybe is due to our last meet up in front of her house where both of us agree that being normal friend is better, and it’s happening.</font></p> <p><font size="3">During the party, I laughed, she laughed, everyone laughed. I feel the friendship among us. After the party and sending her home, conversations still on. But in the end, I have to tell her that I no longer living near by and will hardly have the chance for her to carpool me again. However if she really needs help, there will be no excuse for me not to be there <strike>as a friend</strike>. Bit farewell to her after sending her home safe and sound.</font></p> <p><font size="3">Such happening do fantasized myself a little that I still stand a chance. I’ve been thought about it whole night how wonderful it could be if she really happen to be my girl. What if I confess to her again? So I texted her in the next day, pathetic enough that there’s no reply from her until now. I guess it’s time for me to get back to the reality that “She is not the one”.</font></p> <p><font size="3">Tsk tsk tsk…</font></p> Benjaminhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03019496843751093612noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4153840894945650899.post-27260000247938286122011-03-15T01:49:00.001+08:002011-03-15T01:49:56.969+08:00A ForgetFOOL Friday<p>I had one of the most forgetful Friday in my life last week. </p> <p>Morning – I forgot to bring my cell phone together with me when I’m out from my house. Consequence, I have to use my mom’s cell phone that day.</p> <p>Afternoon – I’ve been working on my assignment draft on a piece of rough paper. By lunch hour, I rushed out from the computer lab and left my draft there. I notice it long after I finished my lunch and that was about evening time.</p> <p>Evening – Trying to redo my draft in the computer lab again and when it is time to leave and go to work, I left my water bottle there again. Wonderful~</p> <p>The next day morning – I realised that I have another piece of assignment(which I’ve already done) that need to submit yesterday. But it’s Saturday and the lecturer won’t be around. Great…</p> <p>What a bloody fucking forgetful Friday… =.=</p> Benjaminhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03019496843751093612noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4153840894945650899.post-8958670861666868312011-02-25T11:17:00.003+08:002011-02-25T11:17:54.183+08:00Chinese New Year 2011<p>Happy Late Chinese New Year to those who actually reading this. The Chinese New Year atmosphere for this year are rather dull comparing to the previous years. At the very last working day at Kumon, I left my trusty cell phone at my table before we close the centre. I realise that after I reach my house. Imagine a life without cell phone and no internet line in your house, Wonderful isn’t it? It gave me and absolute solitude…</p> <p>As some of my friends know, I’ve just moved out from Klang Utama and my current living place is at Southern Park. Within a time of a month, my whole family have to fully move out from K.U to S.P before Chinese New Year. The preparation are rather rushing and we worked our asses out until the night of Chinese New Year Eve. The reunion dinner was nothing to talk about. Comparing with last year having dinner worth a few hundred ringgit at a pretty grand restaurant with my father side family, we had our reunion dinner at my mother side grandmother’s house this year with some simple dishes only. Such massive changes was caused by a very particular person that trying to monopolize the game and my family were more likely being kicked out from the game.</p> <p>First day of Chinese New Year, woke up late in the afternoon. Missed out the visiting at Dato’ Lee’s mansion. Someone baked cupcakes there I wasn’t able to taste it. Too bad~ Spent my day one with my family visiting both father and mother side’s grandparents house. Until night time, I get to meet up with my fellow brothers at Teoh’s house. Get to watch some magnificent fireworks! Later on, 8 of us still went for a Project-D session at Blitzone until 3a.m. something. Get to sleep only by 4a.m. something. The next morning still need to wake up early.</p> <p>Day 2, my birthday also. Get to visit some of my friends in the earlier of the day. Until 4p.m. something, I was rushed by my bro back home to build a new hut for my dogs. We got it done by around 9p.m. After my dinner at my grandma house, a birthday cake was served to celebrate mine and my mom’s birthday. I rushed for a second round at Station1 where my fellow buddies prepared a surprise celebration for me. I appreciated it a lot. The next round was just a chill out session at Jason’s house. We get to go home by around 3 a.m..</p> <p>Day 3, with ex-librarians. Met up with them at GenSoon’s new house at Meru area. Participants of the day was Me, ChinSiong, GenSoon, NeeJian,  ChingGeok, LihYing, YeeVon, and an unexpected newly recruited member LiQing. And another unexpected incident is they actually prepared another birthday cake for me and also for ChingGeok as her birthday is coming soon as well. ChunFai joined us later on, after that we go on a tour on most of the participants’ house like we did during the past few years. The last stop we visited would be the Kapar area. Those who lived in Klang area went back earlier by around 9p.m.. I unloaded everyone and went to join my fellow brothers for a second round. We rendezvoused at Edward’s house and we to other’s house for a couple more visiting before each of us went home to rest.</p> <p>Day 4, with Kumon staffs. I had Bak Kut Teh with them in the morning while waiting for Kelvin’s return to his lair. After visiting Kelvin’s house, we went to JG’s open house to feast on the legendary Nasi Lemak prepared by Mrs.Hui. We continue our tour for more visiting while JG & BK joined us later on. By 7.30p.m., we stopped at Ms.Lee’s house for dinner and the participants who made their way until here would be Me, JG, BK, BS, CW, KTF, JE, ML, WL, SY, CY, PY, and AN. The final stop of the day would be ML’s house. We received Andpow from her for the very first since she was just married last year. We dismissed rather early this year by around 1a.m..</p> <p>Day 5 and the following days of CNY, college started people get busy. I still do some visiting with my friends though but the plans are quite random. Until day 15, I courted the value of my Angpow this year. The amount are rather surprising compare to last year. Happy but it still not enough to cover my college which had been bugging me. That’s all about the CNY year 2011, hope my passion to continue this blog will not fade away again so soon. There are stories to tell…</p> Benjaminhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03019496843751093612noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4153840894945650899.post-33678308383354509052011-02-25T11:17:00.001+08:002011-02-25T11:17:25.354+08:00Night of Fire. 9/1/2011<p>Being unable to withstand waiting for some pending result that already negatively hinted to me, I finally made up my mind to make it clear once and for all. Knowing that something must be done in this very night, I rejected all the invitations by my fellow friends just to make sure myself well prepared for tonight.</p> <p>On 8p.m. sharp, I went out to get my dinner and also to scout on whether is she at home or not. My prediction was right, her car wasn’t around. As the place was super near to Mr.Lian, I asked him out for dinner as well. Unfortunately, I didn’t notice that my car has already out of fuel and it broke down in the middle of the road. Luckily I still able to steer it to the roadside and did not cause any traffic problem. </p> <p>I called Peter for help and luckily his respond was a positive one. Around 20 minutes later, he sent us a litter of petrol and dashed off as he’s in a rush. Funny but true, that litter of petrol is still insufficient to start my engine. Being out of choice, we have to trouble Alex’s brother to fetch us more petrol. That another litter of petrol barely helped to start the engine and we proceed to the nearest petrol station with caution. Credits for Peter and Alex’s brother.</p> <p>We went for our long waited dinner after that. The time was around 10p.m. when we were about to leave. I scout on that area again while fetching Alex home, her car was there! I stopped by Alex’s house after he went into his house. I texted the particular her (let’s call her “K”) saying “I got some souvenir for you from my Langkawi trip” and I told myself in 10 minutes time if she reply, I’ll make that move; if not, I’ll just go home. Fortunately, she replied faster than I expected saying “you may come now”.</p> <p>Nervous I am while approaching her resident, I reached her house gate and I gave her a miss call. She came out with a new hairstyle(different from the last time I saw her) that fascinated me, an evolution that I had expected. I handover the chocolate that claimed to be souvenir but actually it’s just an excuse tool I use to meet her. I know I was there for a confession but I just don’t know where to start. I was so nervous to the level I hardly can voice out. <br />I asked her whether can I have the chance to get along more with her. <br />She replied “Har!?(confused or barely listen what I said)” <br />I asked again, then I see her dad peeping us from the inside of the house and flee away, she got distracted from my question. <br />I gone nuts and asked her in a much straight forward way: “I wanna court you! do you accept!?” <br />She took a deep breath and start talking saying that actually she already noticed about this but it would be ridiculous if she just came to me and says that she doesn’t like me. She explained that she believes her timing isn’t here yet and she’s not ready to commit herself into a relationship. She added that it’s not like I’m a jerk or something that’s why she can’t accept me, it is a fact that both of us just know each other not for a long time only and there is an age gap, so there isn’t much we can actually talk about. We no longer work or study at the same place and the chances we meet are so low. Even if she really did give me a chance that night, how long the relationship can be maintained is another problem. She doesn’t want to be in a relationship simply because one of the partner desperate for it. She advised me that it is better I stop my feeling towards her before it gone too deep and it’s not worth it since she doesn’t feel the same way. “I’m just an ordinary girl and nothing’s special about me, there are still plenty of girls that is better and prettier than me out there, who knows you might found a more suitable one?” says K.</p> <p>Somehow, I agree with what she says. That’s why I didn’t bind my mind set to what I desire and let it go. It is a relieve to know how she actually thinks about this case and I no longer bind to the uncertainty. I went back with an understanding feeling and miraculously I did not cry. It is an honour for get to chat with her outside the gate like that but I guess that is the first and also the last time it would happen. Still, I think I’ve learned a lot that night. I still can smile to her while saying good bye.</p> <p>However…</p> <p>Days later, I felt so lifeless all the time no matter I at home, work, or college. It is more likely that I’ve lost the aim of my life and nothing around me seems interesting. A question that I’ve been asking myself for a long time…</p> <p>“There are people who I care and they ARE important to me, but for them, who am I?”</p> <p>The song that playing in my PC when I finishing this post: <br />Ba Ai Fang Kai – F.I.R</p> Benjaminhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03019496843751093612noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4153840894945650899.post-71094052296386059142011-01-09T17:26:00.001+08:002011-01-09T17:26:12.023+08:00Happy New Year 2011<p>A lot had happened in 2010, but I can’t really find the right time to spit everything out here. Here’s some quick summary of the happening of my life after the last post I made. <br />-My beloved FE-320 was dead again. I miss those days when  blog was packed with photos. <br />-Ride on an aeroplane for the very first time. Went Langkawi with my fellow colleagues. Had fun there, totally free from stress. <br />-Had both Christmas and New Year eve at friend’s house doing Steamboat and BBQ. </p> <p>Lastly, say goodbye to 2010 and let us welcome year 2011. All the best to you guys and have a great year ahead. =D</p> Benjaminhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03019496843751093612noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4153840894945650899.post-71645802942620738342010-11-07T02:01:00.001+08:002010-11-07T02:01:30.519+08:00The Enlightenment (continued)<p align="center">Continue from the previous post… By 2p.m. sharp, a figure of a girl around the age of 20 appeared before the door, “There she is” would be the word that popped out in my mind that time and I unlocked the door. As she entering, her expression was kind of shy because she’s not familiar with the environment plus me, JG, and another student was keeping our eyes on her. Wearing a plain white T-shirt and a pair of jeans cloth shorts, she bended down a little and proceed slowly to the waiting room. The way she bend her body in her tightly wore white colour T-shirt had somehow present her perfect bodyline to us, I was fascinated. When she called to enter the classroom, again, she bended her body while entering. This time, I get the rear view of her in a closer range. This incident was enough to awaken me from my sleepy condition and keeps me alert in my work for the rest of the day. That’s all for the short term enlightenment for me that day. <br />I am talking about the new staff…</p> Benjaminhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03019496843751093612noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4153840894945650899.post-18126660455578342872010-11-03T02:58:00.001+08:002010-11-03T02:58:28.758+08:00The Enlightenment<p>Sorry for being away for such a long time. Two weeks ago, I had one of my most power-packed final exam week. I took a day off and studied whole day for my Western Civilization 1 paper which the exam is on Tuesday morning. Wednesday I had my College Composition 2 which is my last paper and I declared myself FREE after that. The next day before going to work, CS and I accompany JG to HUC to get something at HUC Damansara and there was a HUC student which is a stranger to me “poked my chest” for wearing KUMON T-shirt (I don’t want to go any further about this). Friday night after work, JG suddenly was eager to taste the heavenly sweetness of Snowflakes (a dessert shop located opposite of Asia Cafe). We formed a group and departed all the way from Klang to Subang just for a dessert session. However, the first bite on the Soya Ice had really sent me to heaven. Saturday morning, the long awaiting karaoke session at GreenBox with JG, Jef, and KTF. For the first time, there were no selection of any Chinese song in the three hours long of karaoke session. We went for Mahjong at Jeffre’s house while waiting for Jason to fetch us to the Pasar Malam at Setia Alam later. I enjoyed roaming around in the Setia Alam night market for the first time with my bunch of friends, fascinated myself with all the yummy food there, and met a lot of people which is unexpected but happy to see them. Saturday night is not over yet, we still have a Project-D to move on after that. I was out from my house at 10.00a.m. and the whole Saturday events allow me to go home at 3a.m., marvelous!! Still have to wake up early in the next morning as I was requested by my boss to lend some man power. Along with HS and KTF, we helped our boss to move some belongings from Damansara area to Setia Alam. At night, there was a birthday celebration for two of my ex-colleagues at Bukit Tinggi area. That ends one of the most power-packed week for me.</p> <p>Having so many activities sure is fun, but it is not when it comes to the budget counting. I lost RM2000.00 plus in 2 days for family matter. I got involved to online game once again recently and my life routine was like, go to work at the afternoon, back home late at night, start facing the computer and gaming from 11p.m. to 4a.m., sleep until next day afternoon, and start working again. Some time I feel like… lifeless, for involved too much in online game. Keep yawning while working and got frustrated and emotional some times. Somehow, I think I have lost my motivation to work.</p> <p>As you read on, do you feel like the title are somehow irrelevant? What had enlightened me was something happened yesterday. Working for 13 hours are sure exhausting and I was already half dead tiring, but yesterday during the afternoon break JG and I was somehow got informed that a new staff is going to start working today. We were so looking forward for coming of the new staff after get to know some of the new staff’s background, I already have a rough idea on who the new staff would be everyone who enters KUMON will have to pass by my eyesight whether you are coming to pay fees, enrol, or INTERVIEW. As the clock strikes 2, the new staff appeared before the door and I unlocked the door… to be continue… </p> <p>p/s: The enlightenment was enough to awake me from my tiring status...</p> Benjaminhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03019496843751093612noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4153840894945650899.post-2422799015187078402010-08-14T17:53:00.002+08:002010-08-14T18:02:39.403+08:00I Found ThisWhile browsing the messy documents in my PC, I found this.<div>A short one paragraph essay I suppose requested by the one who inspired me to start blogging.</div><div><br /></div><div><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language:EN-US">E</span><span lang="EN-US"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'times new roman';">ddy & me<o:p></o:p></span></i></span></p> <span lang="EN-US" style="font-size: 11pt; line-height: 115%; "><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'times new roman';">I still remember the first time I met this guy-Eddy was during Convent I.U.Day ’05. We went there as the representatives for Interact Club of HSK but we were placed in different tables as they were the new Board of Directors meanwhile I was with the members table. But I can say he’s the first person from the BOD came to interact with the members by simply tuck into the members table and chit-chat with us. That is when I know this guy Eddy Ng Wei Kuo. But too bad after that I.U.Day, the form 5 members has been deactivated from the club as SPM was around the corner. When I came back to HSK as a six-er, I joined back the Interact Club and in the same time I joined as a librarian as well. To become an official librarian of HSK, several training, assignments, and project need to be done by the trainee and they were all divided into different groups. I don’t know whether this is the arrangement by the seniors themselves or the God above, I’ve somehow assigned to the group which is under Eddy’s observation-Group 1. In an unknown situation I’ve became the leader of the group which Eddy was the leader also in this group in the previous batch. The mission for us was to make a grand opening ceremony for the coming Month of Library. I stay back with the group after school all the time meanwhile Eddy will always pay a visit to us and giving advice, share some experience regarding what we’re about to face, and of course cheer us up with his entertaining jokes, The Story of MuaChi. I can say I’m the one who stays most of the time as I have no tuition to attend and he always come into the place I’m doing preparation for the ceremony for his revision with 1 or 2 of his friends together. I get to have the time to ask some personal advice from him when most of my subordinates wasn’t around regarding leadership & management skills. Our conversation wouldn’t be like those juniors who afraid of their seniors asking questions politely, both of us can talk spontaneously and most of the time our topic will out from the ceremony project and talk about gossips and girls more, hoho~. After the ceremony and the Month of Library over, it’s time to bring up the new board of committee of the librarians. From other senior’s mouth I get to know that he pushed me a lot in front of the seniors trying to secure me a position. I thank him deeply for this and truly appreciate his effort and in the end, I get the position I want in the committee. Even after the seniors resigned, if I met him in the library while he’s doing his revision, I’d still go to disturb him without giving a damn and gossip around. He’s 1 of a kind person who can mess around with and his style of management and enthusiasm has somehow influenced me a lot which is funky and did not follow the rules much, haha. Too bad his study gens did not influence me a bit. It goes same in the Interact club as he did try to push me to the president post but too much obstacles he have to face with Joan for that, end up I just get the I.U.Director post. Fine for me and still thanks for all that. Too bad in the year I’m as the chairman of the IUday, he absent but still in the next year, we went to IUday together again in the year after mine who in charge. Even after he finished his STPM, he would still back to school visiting us and gather up all those active members in Group 1 last time and go for karaoke. Until now even he’s studying far at UTM, we still keep in contact via MSN, SMS, Blogger, etc and by time to time, I’d still ask some advice from him whenever I found something hard to solve. For me, he is the most GY senior I’ve ever met and influenced me the most. That is Eddy & me.</span></i></span></div><div><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size: 11pt; line-height: 115%; "><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'times new roman';"><br /></span></i></span></div><div><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size: 11pt; line-height: 115%; "><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'times new roman';">How nostalgic... LOL</span></i></span></div>Benjaminhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03019496843751093612noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4153840894945650899.post-6023996355296350342010-08-09T23:34:00.002+08:002010-08-09T23:57:21.396+08:00Facebook Killed This BlogThis is the first time I neglected my blog for such a long period which is about 2 months time. Many of the events I have to skip through without blogging them here. Reasons might be...<br />1) Busy for college assignments and exams. (how true could this be?)<br />2) Hardly have time to login to my blogger. (so where had I spent my time?)<br />3) Many of the readers demand on picture, I found it's easier to upload them all on Facebook. (Facebook owned most of my time.)<br />Since the final exam had over, I think I'll be able to make some time back to the blogging world.Benjaminhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03019496843751093612noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4153840894945650899.post-23073640373217037732010-05-11T00:01:00.001+08:002010-05-11T00:01:38.480+08:00BK Turned 22<p>It’s been a long while having a special event among our gang. The day to resurrect our craziness is finally here, by having a surprise birthday party for BoonKiat at Neway Centro as he turning 22. </p> <p>Wilson, HerSeng, & I was the earliest to be there, so we start jamming ourselves in room 36 first like nobody’s business!! <br /><a href="http://lh4.ggpht.com/_uRq34xz0VNU/S-gtfp89LAI/AAAAAAAABas/7By7wmekeAk/s1600-h/P50500012.jpg"><img style="border-right-width: 0px; display: inline; border-top-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px" title="P5050001" border="0" alt="P5050001" src="http://lh4.ggpht.com/_uRq34xz0VNU/S-gtgV8q0iI/AAAAAAAABaw/LYjaOK6gHXU/P5050001_thumb.jpg?imgmax=800" width="302" height="227" /></a>  <br />Kelvin, Jason, TuckLong & Huan came after that and we started to book 2 more rooms for different groups as planned. As there are so many extra rooms that time, Jason get to entertain himself very well by dominating the whole room with Kpops just for himself. Let’s call this the Korean Room as we really made 3 nations of different language songs in different rooms. Room 24. This room was later taken over by the girls from HICT in BoonKiat’s gang. <br /><a href="http://lh6.ggpht.com/_uRq34xz0VNU/S-gth9gKcDI/AAAAAAAABa0/VACh4giUuAw/s1600-h/P50500032.jpg"><img style="border-right-width: 0px; display: inline; border-top-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px" title="P5050003" border="0" alt="P5050003" src="http://lh5.ggpht.com/_uRq34xz0VNU/S-gtj2NJ8QI/AAAAAAAABa4/L3pjlfEPvAg/P5050003_thumb.jpg?imgmax=800" width="302" height="227" /></a> <br />BoonKiat & JuinGiap came themselves after that. Wilson entertained himself very well in the Mandrin Room. Room 23. <br /><a href="http://lh4.ggpht.com/_uRq34xz0VNU/S-gtlXrKhZI/AAAAAAAABa8/CxmG7_NXjRA/s1600-h/P50500042.jpg"><img style="border-right-width: 0px; display: inline; border-top-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px" title="P5050004" border="0" alt="P5050004" src="http://lh4.ggpht.com/_uRq34xz0VNU/S-gtmBQDuoI/AAAAAAAABbA/LcI0b2gy_8E/P5050004_thumb.jpg?imgmax=800" width="302" height="227" /></a> <br />The room I stick to was the largest among all, which was switched from 36 to 21. A perfect place for the noisy tribe. Large compound, great sound system, and peoples inside select those English song which is for shouting purpose only. Entertaining us well of course. <br /><a href="http://lh6.ggpht.com/_uRq34xz0VNU/S-gtnXhAZRI/AAAAAAAABbE/2xdaB-u12Ts/s1600-h/P50500062.jpg"><img style="border-right-width: 0px; display: inline; border-top-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px" title="P5050006" border="0" alt="P5050006" src="http://lh4.ggpht.com/_uRq34xz0VNU/S-gtoImXpBI/AAAAAAAABbI/YNEp1lgKdwU/P5050006_thumb.jpg?imgmax=800" width="302" height="227" /></a>  <br />As the timing was right, it’s time to bring the cake out which Wilson, HerSeng and I went to collect at Secret Recipe in the earlier morning. We had everyone gathered in the largest room and start singing birthday song for BoonKiat. <br /><a href="http://lh3.ggpht.com/_uRq34xz0VNU/S-gtpX5d3gI/AAAAAAAABbM/6Lt_dBCFSuo/s1600-h/P50500072.jpg"><img style="border-right-width: 0px; display: inline; border-top-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px" title="P5050007" border="0" alt="P5050007" src="http://lh5.ggpht.com/_uRq34xz0VNU/S-gtqQLfhYI/AAAAAAAABbQ/y72DU2_0dww/P5050007_thumb.jpg?imgmax=800" width="302" height="227" /></a>  <br />And of course BoonKiat got surprised!! <br /><a href="http://lh5.ggpht.com/_uRq34xz0VNU/S-gtrvguzUI/AAAAAAAABbU/nypYLAkME-E/s1600-h/P50500082.jpg"><img style="border-right-width: 0px; display: inline; border-top-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px" title="P5050008" border="0" alt="P5050008" src="http://lh3.ggpht.com/_uRq34xz0VNU/S-gtsVw5W2I/AAAAAAAABbY/nCiGnc1UmyA/P5050008_thumb.jpg?imgmax=800" width="302" height="227" /></a> <br />The Chocolate Indulge from Wilson, Kelvin, HerSeng, & me. <br /><a href="http://lh5.ggpht.com/_uRq34xz0VNU/S-gttv9i0AI/AAAAAAAABbc/RZ6Ir2rpTU4/s1600-h/P50500213.jpg"><img style="border-right-width: 0px; display: inline; border-top-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px" title="P5050021" border="0" alt="P5050021" src="http://lh4.ggpht.com/_uRq34xz0VNU/S-gtulIpl2I/AAAAAAAABbg/SpFfS4K5yo0/P5050021_thumb1.jpg?imgmax=800" width="227" height="302" /></a> <br />A pair of Adidas as his birthday present from the rest of the group. <br /><a href="http://lh4.ggpht.com/_uRq34xz0VNU/S-gtvl4ZxrI/AAAAAAAABbk/oeZKlcGpwwc/s1600-h/P50500243.jpg"><img style="border-right-width: 0px; display: inline; border-top-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px" title="P5050024" border="0" alt="P5050024" src="http://lh4.ggpht.com/_uRq34xz0VNU/S-gtwbV2DYI/AAAAAAAABbo/Pk9lIuunUKo/P5050024_thumb1.jpg?imgmax=800" width="227" height="302" /></a> <br />Time for photo. BK and the girls~ woot! <br /><a href="http://lh4.ggpht.com/_uRq34xz0VNU/S-gtyFZDa2I/AAAAAAAABbs/csAf-IjQjT0/s1600-h/P50500152.jpg"><img style="border-right-width: 0px; display: inline; border-top-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px" title="P5050015" border="0" alt="P5050015" src="http://lh6.ggpht.com/_uRq34xz0VNU/S-gty-wumwI/AAAAAAAABbw/hFF_wny0R3I/P5050015_thumb.jpg?imgmax=800" width="302" height="227" /></a> <br />Not forgetting with the bros… <br /><a href="http://lh4.ggpht.com/_uRq34xz0VNU/S-gt01O8KkI/AAAAAAAABb0/7qcsUlwtocU/s1600-h/P50500162.jpg"><img style="border-right-width: 0px; display: inline; border-top-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px" title="P5050016" border="0" alt="P5050016" src="http://lh3.ggpht.com/_uRq34xz0VNU/S-gt13ZPThI/AAAAAAAABb4/p5NuQ1NJNLk/P5050016_thumb.jpg?imgmax=800" width="302" height="227" /></a> <br />All together but JG missing as he went to college earlier as he got class need to attend. <br /><a href="http://lh5.ggpht.com/_uRq34xz0VNU/S-gt3bf7JDI/AAAAAAAABb8/VluscNlNDmo/s1600-h/P50500402.jpg"><img style="border-right-width: 0px; display: inline; border-top-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px" title="P5050040" border="0" alt="P5050040" src="http://lh4.ggpht.com/_uRq34xz0VNU/S-gt4Mj_qTI/AAAAAAAABcA/0064u-R4e9Y/P5050040_thumb.jpg?imgmax=800" width="302" height="227" /></a>  <br />After the karaoke session, everyone went back to have a rest. By evening, the bros came out again for a movie session watching Ip Man 2!! The moment we saw Sammo Hung in action, we will think of Jeffre! In the scene Donnie Yen versus Sammo Hung, we will think of BoonKiat is in battle with Jeffre in Project-D. LOL</p> <p>That day was a blast, hope everyone enjoys it. And I do miss the moments spending with my FE-320. That’s all for this time, wee~</p> Benjaminhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03019496843751093612noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4153840894945650899.post-44697664314070890922010-04-30T00:25:00.001+08:002010-04-30T00:25:06.119+08:00Lifeless<p>It’s a new beginning of another semester but still I haven’t get the feel to study back yet. Perhaps I’m still in holiday mode, but frankly I didn’t really had much great events during holiday. It seems like my recently life can be separate to 4 categories.</p> <p>Home: <br />- a place to sleep. <br />- do the same house chores(bath my dogs, sweep+mop the floor, & etc etc…) every week. <br />- but those from the next door(grandma & aunts) keeps nagging my house were in mess like shit!</p> <p>College: <br />- a place to study. <br />- the loan issue was in pending due to the “efficiency”.  <br />- would seriously want to graduate as soon as possible. <br />- sometimes it sucks to know that I’m graduating far slower from those who are actually same batch as me. Emo~</p> <p>With Friends: <br />- probably the most enjoyable moment I can find. <br />- karaoke, swimming, Project-D!! <br />- but I found the project-D session are so meaningless after a great loss of 10+ rounds continuously. Yawn~ <br />- Feels so tired/fed up/bad/guilty sometimes when the organizing turn out bad and made some of the comrades pissed off.</p> <p>Working: <br />- a place to earn some income and probably the place where I can fast forward the time, time flies here~ <br />- it’s great to throw myself into working mode and no need to worry about other things. <br />- interacting with the students there is rather entertaining sometimes. <br />- perhaps I’m just a counter boy…</p> <p>Something is just still missing… hmm…</p> Benjaminhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03019496843751093612noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4153840894945650899.post-66730443082357659642010-04-23T03:33:00.001+08:002010-04-23T03:33:29.448+08:00Perhaps . Lost<p>After the hectic exam week has over(which is more than a week ago), finally can somehow relax myself a bit and started to work on full time. But I have no idea why ever since I start working as a full timer, my working performance was like dropped dramatically. Keep making mistakes and been pinpointed out. I can’t get the previous performance and somehow feel lost while working. So the vision of mine in this 2 weeks would probably be try my best to minimize the mistake I’d cause while working.</p> <p>Remarkably, my concentration was somehow focused more while having Project-D session. The performances back than was rather more satisfying than previously. Maybe I’ve release all my tensions accumulated from working out while in D-mode. LOL~</p> <p>And suddenly, I’d really wish to have time to hold the pencil again to express the inner part of me as recently my head has been bombarded with lots of idea. Just I don’t really have the time to bring them out although I’m having a 2 weeks break. I felt like lost and want to get back to that path again… heh~</p> <p>That’s all for this time craps. Going to bed now… zzzzzzzzz~</p> Benjaminhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03019496843751093612noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4153840894945650899.post-65167412640562837542010-04-15T02:02:00.001+08:002010-04-15T02:02:19.299+08:00Reviving This Blog<p>Have not post up anything here since the last post regarding my birthday. I would like to throw every details up here about those events happened in this 2 months but I don’t really think the issue is still fresh anymore. Perhaps I should just make a quick brief about it. <br /> <br />Chinese New Year 2010 : <br />- Had reunion dinner on CNY eve. <br />- Day 1 went to find 3800. <br />- Day 2 had the worst ever experience in CNY which had turned my CNY mode up side down. Probably because of ate something wrong which had caused me to go to toilet for countless time and fainted in the middle of the road. Have to rest at home after that incident. <br />- Day 3 I have forgot what had actually happened. <br />- Day 4 slightly back to normal, went to HH’s house but missed out WP’s open house as home urgently called. Went to celebrate dad’s birthday at Friday’s again. And it was also the 2nd anniversary of starting my blog. <br />- Day 5 is a visit tour with Kumonese, probably the most enjoyable day in the whole week as the planning goes well. It is also the day I revived from the disease that had haunted me since Day 2 after consuming the medicines WL gave and the magnificent porridge prepared at MsL’s house. Thank them very very much! <br />- Day 6 is the long planned tour with my fellow ex-librarians. It was quite a gathering. <br />- Day 7, ML’s open house party! Gone drunk there! <br />- Day 8, follow Orochimaru went to visit WM, a long time no see senior. <br />End of CNY~ <br /> <br />Back to college: <br />- Rush assignments <br />- Prepare for mid-term and finals <br />- Super hectic until I have to neglect my blog. <br /> <br />Here’s some pictures for recalling those moments during CNY… <br /><a href="http://lh3.ggpht.com/_uRq34xz0VNU/S8YC5pumSiI/AAAAAAAABZk/-Ok96qsyX0k/s1600-h/P2130850%5B2%5D.jpg"><img style="border-bottom: 0px; border-left: 0px; display: inline; border-top: 0px; border-right: 0px" title="P2130850" border="0" alt="P2130850" src="http://lh4.ggpht.com/_uRq34xz0VNU/S8YC6YWkhKI/AAAAAAAABZo/Up7yOtYzB3E/P2130850_thumb.jpg?imgmax=800" width="302" height="227" /></a> <br />Grandchildren and Grandma. <br /><a href="http://lh4.ggpht.com/_uRq34xz0VNU/S8YC7shfpvI/AAAAAAAABZs/UCAleYbTfdc/s1600-h/P2130872%5B2%5D.jpg"><img style="border-bottom: 0px; border-left: 0px; display: inline; border-top: 0px; border-right: 0px" title="P2130872" border="0" alt="P2130872" src="http://lh6.ggpht.com/_uRq34xz0VNU/S8YC8RiqbFI/AAAAAAAABZw/6hcjSyVGpeE/P2130872_thumb.jpg?imgmax=800" width="302" height="227" /></a> <br />Reunion dinner. <br /><a href="http://lh3.ggpht.com/_uRq34xz0VNU/S8YC9NF8m9I/AAAAAAAABZ0/R2lKp4btTwA/s1600-h/P2140885%5B3%5D.jpg"><img style="border-bottom: 0px; border-left: 0px; display: inline; border-top: 0px; border-right: 0px" title="P2140885" border="0" alt="P2140885" src="http://lh3.ggpht.com/_uRq34xz0VNU/S8YC-yWlWJI/AAAAAAAABZ4/QMvLVQX_h70/P2140885_thumb%5B1%5D.jpg?imgmax=800" width="227" height="302" /></a> <br />3800 with the cheers of brotherhood. <br /><a href="http://lh5.ggpht.com/_uRq34xz0VNU/S8YC_1nHHMI/AAAAAAAABZ8/TshaRRKRVik/s1600-h/P2140895%5B2%5D.jpg"><img style="border-bottom: 0px; border-left: 0px; display: inline; border-top: 0px; border-right: 0px" title="P2140895" border="0" alt="P2140895" src="http://lh6.ggpht.com/_uRq34xz0VNU/S8YDAnK9SQI/AAAAAAAABaA/lh5_E2WJ_qM/P2140895_thumb.jpg?imgmax=800" width="302" height="227" /></a> <br />3800 house visit. <br /><a href="http://lh3.ggpht.com/_uRq34xz0VNU/S8YDCDqoqjI/AAAAAAAABaE/yUM9sb7WmNE/s1600-h/P2170898%5B2%5D.jpg"><img style="border-bottom: 0px; border-left: 0px; display: inline; border-top: 0px; border-right: 0px" title="P2170898" border="0" alt="P2170898" src="http://lh3.ggpht.com/_uRq34xz0VNU/S8YDCyRZtwI/AAAAAAAABaI/7Sf9VKXIbVY/P2170898_thumb.jpg?imgmax=800" width="302" height="227" /></a> <br />HH house visit. <br /><a href="http://lh4.ggpht.com/_uRq34xz0VNU/S8YDDx96xMI/AAAAAAAABaM/fpgkN27KFYA/s1600-h/P2170909%5B2%5D.jpg"><img style="border-bottom: 0px; border-left: 0px; display: inline; border-top: 0px; border-right: 0px" title="P2170909" border="0" alt="P2170909" src="http://lh4.ggpht.com/_uRq34xz0VNU/S8YDEocHdkI/AAAAAAAABaQ/Y_cGH4MAvbQ/P2170909_thumb.jpg?imgmax=800" width="302" height="227" /></a> <br />Celebrating dad’s birthday at Friday’s with my bro’s boss’s family as the special guests(Japanese weh~). <br /><a href="http://lh5.ggpht.com/_uRq34xz0VNU/S8YDF8LfZ0I/AAAAAAAABaU/mJWoaS7GlTY/s1600-h/P2180929%5B2%5D.jpg"><img style="border-bottom: 0px; border-left: 0px; display: inline; border-top: 0px; border-right: 0px" title="P2180929" border="0" alt="P2180929" src="http://lh5.ggpht.com/_uRq34xz0VNU/S8YDGq2IkTI/AAAAAAAABaY/3GMfhMypMcE/P2180929_thumb.jpg?imgmax=800" width="302" height="227" /></a> <br />Kumonese visit tour. <br /><a href="http://lh6.ggpht.com/_uRq34xz0VNU/S8YDHzfYI1I/AAAAAAAABac/quSTdwuPQp4/s1600-h/P2190938%5B2%5D.jpg"><img style="border-bottom: 0px; border-left: 0px; display: inline; border-top: 0px; border-right: 0px" title="P2190938" border="0" alt="P2190938" src="http://lh4.ggpht.com/_uRq34xz0VNU/S8YDIpNP-OI/AAAAAAAABag/0n6PQVTyGwI/P2190938_thumb.jpg?imgmax=800" width="302" height="227" /></a> <br />Ex-Librarians visit tour. <br /><a href="http://lh3.ggpht.com/_uRq34xz0VNU/S8YDJ6uBKHI/AAAAAAAABak/qNSWlOciGsk/s1600-h/P2210974%5B2%5D.jpg"><img style="border-bottom: 0px; border-left: 0px; display: inline; border-top: 0px; border-right: 0px" title="P2210974" border="0" alt="P2210974" src="http://lh4.ggpht.com/_uRq34xz0VNU/S8YDKmzrxqI/AAAAAAAABao/iO-wMQBfZs4/P2210974_thumb.jpg?imgmax=800" width="302" height="227" /></a> <br />Orochimaru brought us to WM’s place. <br />I guess that’s all for this time. Will update more next time…</p> Benjaminhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03019496843751093612noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4153840894945650899.post-71307818970347895032010-02-05T03:18:00.006+08:002010-02-10T01:33:21.493+08:00Benji Turned 22<p align="left">The night before my birthday, I went to watch “Tooth Fairy” with BK, WS, Jason, & Kelvin. After the movie, we stopped by the Mamak stall at Teluk Pulai while fetching Jason home. There’s where I countdown my birthday and started to receive SMS wishes from everyone. </p><p align="left">The next morning went to college as usual. Received a call from bro saying will have dinner with the family. So I make a call to my boss to take a half day leave, luckily it’s approved. Went to work after that. Not many people know it’s my birthday today, so everything went quite normal. By around 7pm something, I off my work and my mom came to fetch me to dinner.</p><p align="left">We went to T.G.I Friday Subang Parade for our dinner, bro already waiting inside. I get a T-shirt for my birthday present again!! XD My very first visit to T.G.I Friday, by just having a look on the menu already making me drool. I ordered a 2 course meal which includes Boneless Wings & Aboro Half Chicken! Because of my hungriness, I feast on without taking the nice picture of the foods. While dining, I see the other table’s customer celebrating their birthdays too and I also forgot it’s my own birthday also today. I don’t bother much, I just keep eating, the food was too fascinating!! </p><p align="left">Until we finished our meal and about to leave. My bro asked us to wait outside the restaurant while he going to pay the bill. But actually he went to complaint inside with the manager. Earlier today, my bro already called them to make reservation and asked them to organize everything such as bring the cake out and sing their Friday version of birthday song. But don’t know whether they’re not really believe that there’s 2 our of 5 people in a table having their birthday(mom & me) and end up nothing happen. They spent about half an hour for this inside. The manager is such a nice person with good attitude, he keep apologizing for the technical problem and VOIDED THE BILL. Means we had Friday’s food for FREE!! They even made a cake instantly for us as another present for us to apologize. My bro already handed them the credit card and printed the receipt out, just waiting for the signature only. Just they don’t feel right to accept the payment anymore. Perhaps it’s their policy to make people “Come for the food; Stay for the fun”. After everything settled,we went back home, the cake is still in the refrigerator. Thank my bro for everything there.</p><p align="left">Well, I think this is the first birthday so far without blowing out the candles. Hehe, but I don’t really care, that’s means I’m still 21 years old? Haha!! Anyway, i would like to thanks those who remember to wish me Happy Birthday. I appreciate it very much. =D</p><p align="center">Credit for those who wished me via <span style="color:#00ffff;">“face to face”:<br />Kelvin Piah<br />Ng Boon Kiat<br />Ng Weng Sheng<br />Jason Lee<br />Hui Juin Giap<br />Jamie Lee<br />Melissa Lim<br />Lee Mei Li</span></p><p align="center">Via<span style="color:#00ff00;"> SMS:<br />Ng Tuck Long<br />Ng Weng Sheng<br />Kelvin Piah<br />Lim Hui Leng<br />Joan Yee<br />Jamie Lee<br />Tan Huan Huan<br />Saw Vee Mae<br />Adam Chooi<br />Tan Shin Bei<br />Eddy Ng<br />William Chooi<br />Tan Hui Leng<br />Vinny Tay<br />Keller Wah<br />Eric Lee<br />Lee Wei Li<br />Lee Jia Wei<br />Tan Jie Yan<br />Kua Pei Juin</span></p><p align="center"><span style="color:#ffff00;"><span style="color:#ffffff;">Via</span> Facebook:<br />Yeow Shiow Huoy<br />Tan See Chee<br />Lim Wan Mum<br />Gan Neou Wei<br />Ng Wei Siang<br />Chee Lee Onn<br />Joan Yee<br />Chloee Wong<br />Jerry Cheah<br />Jeannie Lim<br />Kok Hua Hui<br />Lee Soo Huay<br />Jason Lee<br />Lee Wai Jin<br />Chang Chun Sang<br />Lee Poh Keong<br />Lim Hui Leng<br />Hng Yunya<br />Andy Chen<br />Lee Wei Li<br />Pauline Lim<br />Tai Shir Gee<br />Jenny Kor<br />Sze Xiou Hong<br />Yat Chun Fai<br />Tan Jen Lim<br />Lam Chen Han<br />Tan Sen Chen<br />Lee Pei Leng<br />Alvin Moses<br />Tan Huan Huan<br />Lee Chin Yee<br />Osheenn Giam<br />Donovan Sim<br />Ng Jef Fre<br />Chua Her Seng<br />Ang Kit Shang<br />Tan Kai Keat<br />Lee Sheng Yee<br />Jane Yap<br />Josephine Ng<br />Heng Wei Khang<br />Wong Ho Kwin<br />Nithiavanan<br />Choo Kok Sang<br />Tan Boon Hooi<br />Seah Teong Tat<br />Ng Say Khuan<br />Tan Chee Long<br />Saw Vee Mae<br />Lian Li Peng<br />Ng V Lyn<br />Tan Jian Ming<br />Peter Chow<br />Tan Chin Siong<br />Lee Chia Kie<br />Ranjani<br />Staphe Ng<br />Tan Chay Sien<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">via</span> </span><span style="color:#ff0000;">phone call:<br />Ng Jef Fre<br />Gan Lih Ying</span></p>Benjaminhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03019496843751093612noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4153840894945650899.post-57769459705693548332010-02-02T02:59:00.001+08:002010-02-02T02:59:29.609+08:00I’m Tired<p>It’s all begin with the departure of HerSeng’s mother to China and he gained himself a total freedom by night time. As he gets too boring during midnight, he dragged Jeffre and JuinGiap out by around 1am for a Project-D session until 4am for 2 consecutive night. They did try to drag me along as well but it’s a red light from me. Until last Friday which the next day is Thaipusam Day, I agree to follow along for another Project-D session after work since many of us already gave a green light. As expected, the session ends around 3am.</p> <p>The next morning, I need to help out my mom in the kitchen frying “arrowhead” chips. I’ll make another much details post about this later. That has consumed all my time I can spend with the sun. After dinner, I received another call from them again saying there’s another go for the midnight Project-D session. It’s a green from me of course since I’ve spent much enough time at home and I do need some fresh air. And the session goes until 2am something again. </p> <p>Sunday morning, doing the same thing as Saturday morning until night again. While dinning with my family, there comes another call for Project-D but this time without HerSeng. I still want to play, so I say Yes!! As the timing goes delayed, we somehow started late and ended late as well by around 2am. Next morning still have morning class…</p> <p>This morning, woke up by around 7am and prepared myself for the 8.30am COM126 class. As expected I keep yawning in the class. Then I have another ENG101 class after that. I fall asleep while watching the video clip projecting on the whiteboard. After classes, TuckLong and I went to EngAnn to catch my lunch and went to Kumon preparing to work while TuckLong came up to have a few peep on his nostalgic working counter. As he went back, I start working until 10pm off work. That’s all the reasons causing my physically tiredness.</p> <p>As for mentally, I’m tired of thinking too much recently. Put the financial and college fees part aside, I’ve been thinking why can I texting with somebody no matter in Facebook, MSN, or SMS that frequently but can’t really speak when meeting the real person? The pathetic me today suddenly have an urge to take up an experiment on this issue. I purposely went to top up my cell phone to send her an invitation for dinner. But too bad she already had it with her friends. And I just lost my mood when things doesn’t really come that smoothly, so I just say “maybe next time” again.</p> <p>Perhaps I really shouldn’t think that much anymore, I’m tired…</p> Benjaminhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03019496843751093612noreply@blogger.com0