Lifeless

It’s a new beginning of another semester but still I haven’t get the feel to study back yet. Perhaps I’m still in holiday mode, but frankly I didn’t really had much great events during holiday. It seems like my recently life can be separate to 4 categories.

Home:
- a place to sleep.
- do the same house chores(bath my dogs, sweep+mop the floor, & etc etc…) every week.
- but those from the next door(grandma & aunts) keeps nagging my house were in mess like shit!

College:
- a place to study.
- the loan issue was in pending due to the “efficiency”. 
- would seriously want to graduate as soon as possible.
- sometimes it sucks to know that I’m graduating far slower from those who are actually same batch as me. Emo~

With Friends:
- probably the most enjoyable moment I can find.
- karaoke, swimming, Project-D!!
- but I found the project-D session are so meaningless after a great loss of 10+ rounds continuously. Yawn~
- Feels so tired/fed up/bad/guilty sometimes when the organizing turn out bad and made some of the comrades pissed off.

Working:
- a place to earn some income and probably the place where I can fast forward the time, time flies here~
- it’s great to throw myself into working mode and no need to worry about other things.
- interacting with the students there is rather entertaining sometimes.
- perhaps I’m just a counter boy…

Something is just still missing… hmm…

Perhaps . Lost

After the hectic exam week has over(which is more than a week ago), finally can somehow relax myself a bit and started to work on full time. But I have no idea why ever since I start working as a full timer, my working performance was like dropped dramatically. Keep making mistakes and been pinpointed out. I can’t get the previous performance and somehow feel lost while working. So the vision of mine in this 2 weeks would probably be try my best to minimize the mistake I’d cause while working.

Remarkably, my concentration was somehow focused more while having Project-D session. The performances back than was rather more satisfying than previously. Maybe I’ve release all my tensions accumulated from working out while in D-mode. LOL~

And suddenly, I’d really wish to have time to hold the pencil again to express the inner part of me as recently my head has been bombarded with lots of idea. Just I don’t really have the time to bring them out although I’m having a 2 weeks break. I felt like lost and want to get back to that path again… heh~

That’s all for this time craps. Going to bed now… zzzzzzzzz~

Reviving This Blog

Have not post up anything here since the last post regarding my birthday. I would like to throw every details up here about those events happened in this 2 months but I don’t really think the issue is still fresh anymore. Perhaps I should just make a quick brief about it.

Chinese New Year 2010 :
- Had reunion dinner on CNY eve.
- Day 1 went to find 3800.
- Day 2 had the worst ever experience in CNY which had turned my CNY mode up side down. Probably because of ate something wrong which had caused me to go to toilet for countless time and fainted in the middle of the road. Have to rest at home after that incident.
- Day 3 I have forgot what had actually happened.
- Day 4 slightly back to normal, went to HH’s house but missed out WP’s open house as home urgently called. Went to celebrate dad’s birthday at Friday’s again. And it was also the 2nd anniversary of starting my blog.
- Day 5 is a visit tour with Kumonese, probably the most enjoyable day in the whole week as the planning goes well. It is also the day I revived from the disease that had haunted me since Day 2 after consuming the medicines WL gave and the magnificent porridge prepared at MsL’s house. Thank them very very much!
- Day 6 is the long planned tour with my fellow ex-librarians. It was quite a gathering.
- Day 7, ML’s open house party! Gone drunk there!
- Day 8, follow Orochimaru went to visit WM, a long time no see senior.
End of CNY~

Back to college:
- Rush assignments
- Prepare for mid-term and finals
- Super hectic until I have to neglect my blog.

Here’s some pictures for recalling those moments during CNY…

Grandchildren and Grandma.

Reunion dinner.

3800 with the cheers of brotherhood.

3800 house visit.

HH house visit.

Celebrating dad’s birthday at Friday’s with my bro’s boss’s family as the special guests(Japanese weh~).

Kumonese visit tour.

Ex-Librarians visit tour.

Orochimaru brought us to WM’s place.
I guess that’s all for this time. Will update more next time…