I’m Tired

It’s all begin with the departure of HerSeng’s mother to China and he gained himself a total freedom by night time. As he gets too boring during midnight, he dragged Jeffre and JuinGiap out by around 1am for a Project-D session until 4am for 2 consecutive night. They did try to drag me along as well but it’s a red light from me. Until last Friday which the next day is Thaipusam Day, I agree to follow along for another Project-D session after work since many of us already gave a green light. As expected, the session ends around 3am.

The next morning, I need to help out my mom in the kitchen frying “arrowhead” chips. I’ll make another much details post about this later. That has consumed all my time I can spend with the sun. After dinner, I received another call from them again saying there’s another go for the midnight Project-D session. It’s a green from me of course since I’ve spent much enough time at home and I do need some fresh air. And the session goes until 2am something again.

Sunday morning, doing the same thing as Saturday morning until night again. While dinning with my family, there comes another call for Project-D but this time without HerSeng. I still want to play, so I say Yes!! As the timing goes delayed, we somehow started late and ended late as well by around 2am. Next morning still have morning class…

This morning, woke up by around 7am and prepared myself for the 8.30am COM126 class. As expected I keep yawning in the class. Then I have another ENG101 class after that. I fall asleep while watching the video clip projecting on the whiteboard. After classes, TuckLong and I went to EngAnn to catch my lunch and went to Kumon preparing to work while TuckLong came up to have a few peep on his nostalgic working counter. As he went back, I start working until 10pm off work. That’s all the reasons causing my physically tiredness.

As for mentally, I’m tired of thinking too much recently. Put the financial and college fees part aside, I’ve been thinking why can I texting with somebody no matter in Facebook, MSN, or SMS that frequently but can’t really speak when meeting the real person? The pathetic me today suddenly have an urge to take up an experiment on this issue. I purposely went to top up my cell phone to send her an invitation for dinner. But too bad she already had it with her friends. And I just lost my mood when things doesn’t really come that smoothly, so I just say “maybe next time” again.

Perhaps I really shouldn’t think that much anymore, I’m tired…